Hi - I have just joined and my first post. I am in peri-menopause and was getting some very mild symptoms. I thought at the time that getting ahead of things would be a good idea and so went to GP at end of May - they put me on evorel sequi patches. After 3 months I started getting really bad panic attacks and anxiety at night (I have been prone to this in past which was part of the reason for starting HRT). I thought at that time that it was progesterone intolerance and so was swapped to estrogel and utrestogan orally. I was still getting REALLY bad insomnia nearly every night , i could get to sleep ok but then ping awake like i'd been shot after 2/3 hours and that was it, no hope of sleep. I was put on zopiclone and diazepam for when the panic attacks are bad. They tried me on citalopram but i had a major reaction and had to stop. For last few weeks the panic and anxiety has become chronic during day as well as insomnia. I have been on 2/4 hours sleep for weeks. They suggested trying mirtazepam as well last week. I have been to docs nearly weekly for last 8 weeks and not once did they mention HRT. On sunday after going down a rabbit hole and finding a small thread on here about oestrogen dominance and reactions to estrogel - same thing as me - fine to get to sleep then cortisol spike so bad nothing helps. I came to the conclusion that it must be HRT so going cold turkey. Am on day 2 without and things are calming in my system and not having the full body reaction. I have been having very expensive therapy as well as we thought it was just stress and anxiety causing it initially. I run my own business and a single mum of three and the last 2.5 months have been hell. I am wondering whether anyone else has had a similar experience. I've come to the conclusion on my own that my levels were probably ok and the hrt pushed my system over the edge?