Hi Crow Lady,
I understand the anxiety, palpitations, panic attacks only too well. My GP was lovely but admitted he wasn’t a menopause expert. It was so bad my husband made an appointment at Newson Health, drove me there, handed me over along with his credit card and asked them to sort me out. An hour later and having sobbed my way through several boxes of tissues, I emerged with a plan, a prescription and most of all (for my anxiety), I felt heard and understood, and I understood what was happening to me. It was probably the best £220.00 we’ve ever spent. I don’t know if you’re in a position to do something similar, but if you can, for your mental health, it’s worth every penny.
I’m sorry you feel so awful.
Ermin x