Hello Ladies,
This is my first time posting, after reading some of your posts I finally feel like I might fit in somewhere after months of holding in a roller coaster of emotions.
I am 39, 40 in april, and sincle last summer I have been noticing strange symptoms that would come and go, I was admitted to hospital last July as I went to AnE with tingling in my hands and leg cramps, turned out i had very low calcuim levels, which was sorted, but the whole hospital stay I found very traumatic, I can't tell you how many times they brought up cancer and other illnesses while they were investigating why I would have such low calcuim levels, I brought up whether it might be that I am in Peri - menopause, but that was shrugged off due to my age, to be honest the whole ordeal has really stuck with me.
After the hospital stay I was also diagnosed with low iron which has been an on going issue on and off for years as my periods are so heavy.
I was then checked again in October by an endocrine consultant, everything was ok (except iron), I brought up Peri- menopause again as I had been suffering with other symptoms, my periods although regular have shortened in length but have become very heavy for the first 2 days/painful and my mum hit peri around my age also, but he said the blood test they did was fine and shut me down, and said possible long covid. I was due to be seen again in January, which has been postponed due to covid.
Well since last year I have been whats felt like a never ending rollercoaster 😦 , I have never suffered with anxiety before and now I am frightened to be alone, I seem to focus on health, petrified I am dying of some terminal illness but too scared to do anything about it, I have symptoms that bounce from one to another to name a few.. racing heart wakes me up in the middle of the night, backache that comes and goes, joint pain sometimes stiffness in the morning, odd pains here and there, muscle twitches, heartbeat feels it skips every now and then, low mood, irritability, anger and inability to tolerate what I would normally, vivid dreams, tension in my neck and shoulders, clenching my jaw and more recently hot red hands, sunburn feeling in places and burning tongue .. I cannot believe how much I have changed in a year 😦
I have had a lot of stress, I am a mum to three, two of my children have additional needs, asd, adhd, spd, and my youngest (5 year old) also has type 1 diabetes, she was diagnosed at 2 and I also care for my mum who is pretty much housebound.
I feel so alone, everyone around me thinks I am becoming a hypercondriac 😦 and not understanding.
Thank you if you got this far, I am sorry for the long post, I just really needed to open up and talk to others that might understand.x