Hi ladies
I have posted on here a few times over about 3 to 4 years. I'm 50 years old. I am on hrt. I use 2 pumps of oestriogel and utrogestan every night. I was doing 12 days of utrogestan but because I've been on hrt for 4 years my doctor suggested doing it continuously. I've been doing it continuously for about 5 weeks.
I've suffered with anxiety since I was 40,after a traumatic experience. I suffered what I would say a breakdown then. I've had panic attacks and always anxious. The thing is things are different the last year. I'm having bad nausea in the mornings and feeling more anxious and nervous. I've got no motivation and interest in things that I did have. I feel low and upset. The worst thing is that the anxiety is so bad for me to go anywhere different. I just cant do what I did. My life is perfect so there's nothing wrong there. I don't feel confident in the same way. When I had the break in the utrogestan part I only had a bleed for about a day and a half but it was late a few times. Then last month I had another 2 day bleed after 2 weeks of finishing the one before.
Is this just me going through a terrible anxiety/depression stage or is this menopause? I'm so upset that I'm feeling ill every day. I just want me back xx