Further update:
Massive anxiety and flushes, big panic attack on Thursday. Feel absolute drained, just went our with Son and feel like I'm recovering from being ill!
Booked a day out in London for sisters birthday on Wednesday, stressing over that because at the moment I can't face it, but it's a special birthday and I won't let her down.
Decided to increase oestrogen again, this time I cut a bit off a 50 patch so it's in between 25 and 50. In all honesty I think having the oestrogen was the wrong thing to do, because this happened last time. I just don't want to start the progesterone again but I feel I may have to in a few weeks in case my lining bibles up!
Stupid menopause, I hate it! I'm totally fed up and feeling sorry for myself. Hate the low mood and anxiety and loss of interest!
Rant over
Spangles
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