Since starting on fluoxetine about a month ago my mood has got worse and worse; on top of the existing anxiety I'm now so depressed I struggle to get out of bed. My GP agrees that it's not working for me so I'm coming off it gradually, but it really does feel like that's it on the drug front - ADs all give me some kind of bad reaction, as does pregabalin, beta blockers and everything else prescribed. I'm on Evorel 100 and Provera 2.5mg daily and that seems to keep me in a stable state, but that state is an absolute minimum - lying in bed listening to the radio. Currently staying with my brother in Sidmouth so i don't have family responsibilities too, at 19 and 22 my daughters can well take care of themselves. Last week I was feeling so bad i took sleeping pills on top of my usual diazepam and fluoxetine, and ended up in hospital because my daughters were so alarmed at my incoherent state - I have very little memory of it but I was babbling complete nonsense apparently. I feel like life has just come to a full stop.
And just in case anyone else is in my position ie really struggling with utrogestan, my gp has taken advice and said it's fine to take provera daily instead; seems to agree with me a lot better, 2.5mg per day orally with Evorel 100 patch.