Hi Ladies I posted a while ago saying I feel like I'm losing the plot. Well here's an update, albeit worse. Awaiting my sigmoidoscopy and endoscopy next week - dreading that. Upped my citalopram to 20mg over w week ago and feel brain is slightly uplifted but body is worse. Pins and needles everywhere, tingling, stomach palpitations continuously now, apart from sleeping I don't feel none of it. Can now sleep for England, no energy whatsoever. Eating loads but still losing weight, so seriously underweight now. Doc thought I had DVT left leg as was warm and slightly swollen, thankfully it wasn't, but leg still the same now been referred to dermatologists next week as a large mole on my right leg has changed dramatically. It was biopsied on 2016 but doc was very concerned at the change. I hadn't really noticed too much as got too many other things going on. I have no motivation, no energy, not going anywhere at all. I cannot cry one bit. I'm so fed up now it's untrue as don't see an end to all of these symptoms. This has been going on since December, before that it was just anxiety. Asked doctor today can I have hormone blood test, she said we don't need too if I'm post menopausal of 4 years!! Thanks for listening xx