Hi Bluebutterfly,
I'm sorry you feel so poorly,
I know exactly what your going through, I was the same,
everyday , would be such a struggle, weird feelings, thoughts, aches , pains, ect....
The bad moods, and the anxiety was the worst for me, I could cope with everything else, except those,
they really done a good job on me, I even thought some nights I wouldn't make it through to the next day, just an awful, nightmare...
It does get better... it really does, it's just getting through the worst days that's hard. You really have to be kind to yourself, look after yourself, do what your body's telling you to do...
The hrt which I went on at that time, did nothing. So I struggled through, like you have to, then one day, things start to get better, and every day after is a tiny bit better, until one day the hrt kicks in, then when you look back, you realise how far you've come, almost without realising it... and wonder how the hell did I get through that.!!
Then after, you have to keep yourself on an even keel, that's a struggle too, but no where near like it was before ....
Hang on in there, I know it's hard, it will get better.....
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