racjen - many years ago I was in a session and the therapist insisted that I *HAD* to have a thought B4 anxiety struck. Well nope actually and I walked out. You R the first person that gets it!
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As an update which may help someone, my panic attacks are triggered by physical feelings, usually nausea when my body is hungry. So I have to eat B4 my body needs energy. Which when I feel well I can easily forget to do, like last night: I knew I was hungry but didn't bother searching the cupboard, this morning I felt awful. Now had I taken a handful of dried fruits and nuts to bed to nibble ..........
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My emergency bag holds: bananas, dried fruits and nuts, a bottle of 'coke', Rich T biscuits, ginger biscuits, and I have buns in the pantry when at home.
CBT didn't work for me. My anxiety began within moments of being born as I was intubated. So having popped out and then suffering strange hands around my face ........ I became anorexic at age 3 with panic attacks, diagnosed at 5. The Dr told Mum that I would 'grow out of it'. Still waiting!
GR - sorry about the loss of your dog, was it that she died rather than disappeared
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Sorting out the mess is difficult. Whilst I remain in my comfort zone with a regular routine I am usually OK. However, we have chosen to travel to Leamington to see the pro-cyclists run into the end of the Stage, already my guts are churning ......
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. We know where to park. There are good eateries. We know where the loos are ..........
Relaxation therapy has, in the past, helped but it was remembering to practice
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and usually when I sat down to listen to the tapes a
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would join me and we would sleep. Music has always helped, I listen when I take an emergency pill and wait. Gentle walking if I can get away from people has been useful.