I am feeling a little better this morning thank you Tempest
My story so far.....
Age 21 ovarian cyst right ovary removed, several ops in between that then total hysterectomy 1996 aged 31 due to lots of cysts everywhere!
HRT for 21 years Oestrogel 2 pumps (prescribed 4 pumps found it too much)
Several episodes of anxiety and depression through my 30's 40's
Sept 2016 totally out of the blue ... nausea, loss of appetite, dizziness, rosacea, tingling extremities, fatigue, burning stomach, burning throat and tongue, anxiety diagnosed with gastritis, hiatus hernia given PPI,s no improvement. Continued to feel so ill and symptoms progressed to belching, vomiting, undigested food in stools, dry skin/nails, hair thinning, palpitations, burning face and neck, adrenaline surges, visual disturbances, twitching eyelids and muscles, insomnia, drenching night sweats, fear, dread, suicidal thoughts, tension, extreme weight loss, internal trembling, cold hands and feet, shivering feeling cold all the time, worsening of numbness and tingling arms, legs, memory loss, unable to concentrate, tearfulness, feeling like I'm dying or going to collapse, weakness, feeling off balance, loss of muscle strength, strange minty menthol taste in mouth, intolerance to any medication ...
I could go on, the list of symptoms is ridiculous and I felt like a hypocondriac trying to explain just how ill I felt to my doctors, of course I thought I had something dreadfully wrong with me, it wasn't until the drenching night sweats that the penny finally dropped!
I've seen 2 gastros, endo, neuro had every blood test you can think of, given 3 types of AD's which made me feel worse, at no point did any of them suggest it could be meno!
I've gone from being a happy confident creative person to a jibbering wreck, I barely recognise myself, I'm afraid to be left on my own for any length of time, I can't drive my car or go anywhere on my own, I haven't been able to work for the last 7 months and I've become claustrophobic too .... how can this happen to us and no one be able to help or give us answers??
It's a struggle to get through every day but I will not give up hope!
My heart goes out to all of you brave and lovely ladies who are suffering this horrific ride!
Love and hugs to you all xxx