Hi ladies.....
I have a confession - I'm on day 13 of Tibolone. I gave up on my estradot patch and testosterone gel
My reasons ? Increased hair loss, no libido results, and social anxiety still a mare although when the pharmacy gave me Tostran instead of Testim I felt that gave better results on wellbeing
Anyhow, I know hairloss will more than likely occur still on Tibolone BUT I can't let that rule my life like I've let social anxiety. Menopause has caused all this so I've been reluctant to discuss it with any GP as I know they'll probably want to give me AD meds (they might not, but high chance they would) I don't want it masked, I want it eradicated. So I'm trying Tibolone
The reason I've kept quiet about starting it is because I wasn't feeling well with that cold virus going about, probably a silly time to start it in hindsight but there you go, that's me all over, think things over for weeks then I just go for it. Well the day after I started taking it I got sinus trouble, great I thought, but then woke with the earache day 3 which led to both eardrums bursting and suffering severe hearing loss in both ears since (emergency referral to ENT tomorrow) and on top of all that I reacted very badly to the antibiotics so my body is trying to fight this infection with both eardrums perforated and no hearing, honestly this is the norm for me, I never have illnesses textbook style.
So, day 13 you'd think given my ailments I'd be on the floor, I'm learning to live (hopefully a shortlived time) with hardly any hearing, fiancé thinks I've wrecked the tv speakers as it needs to be on max volume for any chance for me to pick out odd words etc and I'm not being my usual 24/7 chatty self as I cant hear conversation plus I cant tell how loud I'm speaking, but I'm doing ok!
What I'm noticing which I'm putting down to ear problems are very occasional light headedness and nausea (seriously I'm talking 4 episodes max during this period), headaches on and off but I'm on paracetamol anyway for ear pains so when the headache strikes I take ibroprufen and that sorts it. Sleep is iffy but I forgot to say this deafness has given me loud high pitch tinnitus in right ear and Musical tinnitus in left ear, I'm talking CONSTANT Land of hope and glory and rule brittania over and over again ! Not kidding, apparently it happens when a person suffers sudden severe hearing loss so problems sleeping 'may' be Tibolone or the fact my brain is bombarded with this music.
Hairloss, probably going to get worse, but it was progressing on oestrogen alone so I'm not sure where I'll go on that one, it may be the deal breaker to stop, I may get this added confidence that I actually can deal with it
Again, might be I'm a bit vulnerable and once again fiancé has stepped up to the mark and been my saviour but I cannot stop cuddling and carressing him knowing at any time he might drag me off to the bedroom ! He hasn't yet but I'm taking the chance and I'll follow him if he does lol
Have a very dry mouth, I've realised I've suffered this during peri and post and is this has probably caused my gum recession, but this is bad! So waiting for a delivery of tablets that stick to your gum and stimulate saliva production. I'm a nocturnal dry eye sufferer and not found this to be worse, yet.
Still on vagifem and Sylk , tried without Sylk but I need it.
Energy, again coping with this infection without ABs but I've felt more active, I'm talking simple chores here that I didn't have the energy to do I'm wanting and doing these last few days. Might be shortlived but it's a noticeable change in me.
So, all in all I'd say so far so good. Still getting the adrenaline rushes and find (I think) taking it at bedtime is best for me but I might play around still with timing.
Sorry it's so long winded but remember I could've posted 13 times !!!!
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