Walking, sorry you are suffering like this. I know just how you feel.
I'm having a really severe reaction to Utro this month (though I only took 100mg for 6 days). As soon as I started Utro I felt really off. On edge, anxious, no pleasure in anything. Disrupted sleep. Took last one Sunday night as just couldn't stand it any longer.
Bleed started on Wednesday and anxiety went through the roof. Feel like I have a permanent lump in my throat. Tearful. Horrible.
But, saw a wonderful locum GP today who specialises in Menopause and she has advised I move to only taking Utro for one week every 3 months. She says it perfectly safe to do this as I still have some of my own progesterone. No need for scans either.
She said she would also recommend I be prescribed diazepam to take during the week that I do take Utro next time, to combat any anxiety.
She is also refering me to see a consultant about a possible hysterectomy and ovary removal on the NHS.
She agreed that blood tests are pointless as hormone levels surge and drop from minute to minute, literally. This is why our mood swings are so sharp and sudden. I loved her for confirming that, because my own GP was very sceptical when I said U can go from feeling dreadful to normal in the time it takes to drink a cup.of tea.
She was more helpful and understanding than any other GP I have ever dealt with.
Could this be an option for you.