Yes, to everything! Totally and absolutely been the worse years of my life since hitting 55ish, now almost 60. Have suffered with some sort of anxiety most of my life but this feels so much worse. Don't even know where I am on the menopause journey as never really spoken to GP about it as it was always anxiety or depression that I went with. At least 7 years with no periods and because I was on an AD for most of it, apart from hot flushes, I can't say I've had any other problems so I thought I had done well. Then a couple of years ago, a few health scares totally flipped me over the edge into completely overwhelming health anxiety and fear, which has haunted me ever since and I think I'm going to have to accept that this is me now and just have to live with it. There are new frightening symptoms all the time and it's so hard to know what to worry about and run off yet again to the dr's or just put it on the 'list' with all the others. My life lately could be all tests, tests and more tests so where do you draw the line? It's hard to see others just getting on with things and the knowing look you get when you say how you feel, you end up being just the butt of everyone's jokes. I too can't believe the lack of support we get from dr's. Okay, the menopause isn't supposed to be an 'illness' but my goodness it feels like one and life is a daily battle to find the energy and motivation to do anything but exist and life's surely not supposed to be like this. My 85 year old mother has more energy than me and I find that so depressing. I think that this day and age, when we are living longer, they now need to find something to help women get through this. Years ago we would have been slung into mental institutions and now we're expected to work, support elderly parents, look after homes, shop, cook, clean and cope with feeling absolutely worn down every day.