Hi everyone,
I am so upset and at my wits end tonight! I have had yet another argument with my partner over my moods and behaviour, I am so negative he said, he cant cope with my pains and constant exhaustion! He said I am constantly snappy and always on his back! I have tried to explain to him over the last year that I cant control some of my moods and that my anxiety and joint pain is also due to menopause, he doesn't listen and wont read any of the info I've given him!
This is my second relationship as my marriage of 18 years finished 7 years ago after I found out I couldn't have children due to stage 4 Endometriosis (took 9 years to diagnose) I feel like a failure, I have went from years of being in excruciating pain to now struggling with more pain and horrendous anxiety plus mood swings!
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I don't know what to do anymore, I feel hes being unfair but yet maybe not, maybe I am that awful to live with!
I feel at 47 I am finished, not much to show for my life and just making others miserable!
Sorry to be so pessimistic ladies, long week at work and really really tired I guess.
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Thanks for listening to my sob story, much appreciated.
Angela.xx