I posted just before Xmas saying my period last month had been light, and I hadn't had the normal symptoms of breast tenderness or bloating. In fact my last few periods have all still been regular but the same lack of other symptoms.
I posted on days 7/8 of my cycle and was just crippled with horrible anxiety. Thankfully, that went away on Day 10, but since then I have felt increasingly more and more flat and empty. Xmas just felt pointless and I couldn't take any pleasure in anything :'(For the last few days these feelings of emptiness and total lack of emotion have got worse. My period is due this week and again I have no breast tenderness, no bloating. This inner emptiness is horrible, my daughter cuddled me at breakfast today and I felt nothing. I look at my lovely husband and feel absolutely nothing for him
![Cry :'(](https://www.menopausematters.co.uk/forum/Smileys/extended/cry.gif)
I saw an NHS gynaecologist in November, who offered me HRT to help with all my mood related symptoms (she said I was a classic candidate to suffer like this because of my history of PMS and PND), but stupidly I said I wanted to think about it. Now, I can't get in to see her until at least July!
I can't go through another month like this one. I can function perfectly well and don't feel 'sad' I just feel totally empty. I'm like a statue going through the motions.
Has anyone experienced something similar and can offer advice? I would be very grateful.
Can I go back to my GP (who referred me) and explain, and will they just give me HRT instead. I am desperate to feel better.