Ladies,
Haven't posted for a while but would really appreciate your input.
Initially the HRT (elleste duet) worked and I felt much better after months of not being able to sleep properly, night seats, mood swings etc.
The doctor upped dosage to 2mg about 9 months ago and if I'm honest the mood swings if anything are worse to the extent doctor thought I might have a short cycling form of bi polar. I want convinced but went for the psychiatric evaluation. Head doctor said not bipolar but premenopausal depression and prescribed Sertaline.
Very anti taking but have "given in / accepted" that things can't go on as they are having spent last 36 hours in a very dark place. This is not unusual since perimenopause began about 2 years ago. I'm currently 48.
I eat healthily, I work out in a gym (hard) at least twice a week and exercise nearly everyday. Not gentle exercise - I work hard but my weight is climbing steadily. I'm aware that serotonin production is linked to exercise so work hard to help my body replace what it can no longer do naturally. Also aware that the body uses fat cells as a way of upping estrogen and that can affect the balance between estrogen and progesterone.
Other symptoms, more recent - palpitations, panicky, dreadful hair loss, anxiety, buckets and bucket loads of tears, debilitating tiredness, abject misery, insomnia, weight gain... The list goes on.
I'm struggling... I feel like I'm going mad. I have no idea who me is anymore. Gone is the dynamic capable woman that could juggle balls without thinking; I am now a shadow of my former self.
I'm really hoping the AD's work - what's your experience and has anyone else got any tips before I descend into a middle age of confusion, sadness and frustration.
TIA - Karen