For anyone suffering.
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I am so apathetic this year about
Ch.mas. Few cards written. 1 decoration found. Gifts sent to Oz and the US, Mum's are wrapped, labels to be written; DH has to wrap mine from him and vice versa.
I could go under but don't feel depressed once I'm out of bed. I wake feeling YUK but once I've eaten and got going, the feeling so far has gone. But I looked at a packet of parcels we have to take to his brother and my heart sunk
![Undecided :-\](https://www.menopausematters.co.uk/forum/Smileys/extended/undecided.gif)
and a flash of anxiety went through me.
Expectations? Bugga ........ I wish someone would stop the clock or allow me to hibernate
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. Does your husband have a form of autism that directs the disassociation?