Hi Flapsflo,
Wow,I could have written your post!!
Basically your feeling like shit nearly every day with no relief. It's just the worst thing Iv went through in years.
I was on Elleste Duet, went from 1-2mg and felt ok on the first half of the pack but when I started the second half, I was bloated, very painful boobs, anxiety, depressed, basically suicidal. I phoned my doc....again!! And said that there was no way I was starting another pack of this so Iv went back on Climagest.
I was on Climagest for 18 months and it was great but then started break through bleeding so I had to come off, got a scan to find out I have fibroids and thickening of the womb but by then I had started Elleste Duet!!
I'm glad I'm back on Climagest, the doc doesn't think they caused the fibroids etc, looks like Iv had them a while.
I have a little stach of diazepam 2mg which I keep for emergencies....only used 3 in one month. It's when the anxiety is off the wall.
Feel for you x