I would take it with a large pinch of salt. I suspect she sees things like this as irritating unnecessary workload, certainly when there have been spats on the forum her replies have been more brusque than they needed to be. I'm sorry you feel you can't post and I would encourage you to do so. Perhaps interpret her reply as 'I'm too busy for this, please don't do it again'.
Thanks for your perspective. I dont feel I should have to interpret her intention. I wouldnt ever have responded like that at work, even when Im working voluntarily, especially when your dealing with people under a lot of stress. It was my first request, it's not as though its been a regular thing.
As so many people on here have been so supportive, I am going to let you know the outcome of my gyny assessment before I stop using the forum, though Im still happy to message privately. I have my appointment on Wednesday, only after one had already been cancelled, and Ive had to do a lot of ringing around, it's been terrible communication all round. My GP also now tells me I shouldnt have been using estrogen until Ive seen the consultant and I have been using it, nobody told me, and she wont prescribe my ovestin which Im about to run out of. It's all extremely stressful and worrying. Ive stopped the vagifem for what its worth after all these weeks and bought moisturiser but im still using a tiny bit of ovestin externally to prevent regression and potential UTIs, but im worried Im doing harm. It's an awful situation, I feel sick and my stomach keeps sinking and Im soooo tired with worry. There is no support really. As I say I will let you know after wednesday. BTW Still had no more bleeding since the one off 2 months ago, no symptoms at all but I have it in my mind I have cancer and cant think logically.