Oh dear Northerngirl it's disgraceful you are having to wait this long. I'm sure you'll have a GA, as you know I had that due to VA & no children (as they count you) but honestly I was terrified but telling the nurses, consultant and anaesthetist as soon as you see them changes everything. They are so caring and kind and explain in detail. Tell them yiur fears because they will address them. Mine was having spent years reading about people waking up during surgery and the anaesthetist explained why that can happen and why it wouldn't be me. I told everyone in the theatre I was scared too and they really distracted me and they really will help you. Also find out from your hospital if anyone can stay with you while you wait. If you go private, you can, the day surgery unit I was on allowed it (NHS) and hubby was with me all the time and he was still sitting there as they wheeled me back from theatre. Just tell them if you can't have someone with you, you're likely to go in to panic mode as you are so anxious. Lay it on as thick as you can.
I still haven't had my biopsy results yet even though they were due last week. I've chased the consultant secretary and still nothing.
I know you're doing all you can to get things pushed through but maybe it's just the NHS in your area.
You are not being punished for anything, my darling girl. I don't doubt you are amazing at everything you do. Unfortunately life can go this way but if you can, focus on what you have, and also the fact that you are highly unlikely to be diagnosed with anything that cannot be easily treated.
You've got children who are wonderful to have, I'm at hhe stage in life where I wish I'd been able to have them. Try to focus on the blessings you do have. We're all thinking about you, here, and hoping this is delt with speedily. Xx