Hi Mary,
Yes, today has been a funny old day for sure.
You are right, I am probably at my ultimate lowest and it is not great.
The head is firmly in the sand, particularly as I have just received my letter, confirming the converstation I had with the gynae, prior to surgery. It is fair to say, that I have no idea how to handle this rollercoaster of emotions, no idea at all.
My letter tray is filling up with letters of doom and gloom
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The time of year isn't helping one bit, not at all and all this Christmas stuff is driving me insane too.
Today I had hoped to get to Sainsbury with my partner, for a change of scenery. But the heavy duty antibiotics which the hospital sent me home with, have put a stop to that! Rang the GP and she said, as I have already done 5 full days, she is happy for me to stop. Hopefully I won't be running to the toilet every 5 minutes soon!
Spoke to DD last night. She is home from Uni in a couple of weeks and wants to go to the Christmas markets in Liverpool.
Best go and do some jobs.