This is weird and I feel obliged to tell you guys simply because every time I'm on this forum, I say how much I hate progesterone, passionately like it's the devil's poop. Now I might find a way through those 12 days a month.
Past failures were;
Every type of BCP including POPs
mirena coil
northisterone
provera (10mg then 5mg)
oral utrogestan (200 mg then 100 mg)
vaginal utrogestan (200mg)
Every one of those made me seriously suicidal.
For two years I've tried HRT, clonidine, gabapentin, prozac, duloxetine and all manner of herbals.
The most successful was Black Cohosh from H&B. Certainly not HRT, not yet, I guess hrt's more complicated than black cohosh or tibolone.
I'd like a simple solution, but they won't allow me tibolone bcause I'm not far enough along into menopause, I'm 53, that's too young (and after 60 is too old).
After putting it off another week, I took the plunge and tried 100mg utrogestan vaginally every morning.
At first insomnia, then increased sweats, especially at night.
That's all having done six of the twelve progesterone days! I do not feel depressed!!!!
I'm so excited. I've had success at last!
Vaginally 200mg was just as bad, couldn't cope with it at all. 100mg is allowed vaginally by some doctors, so even though my own doctors haven't told me I can or can't (I asked three times, they don't phone me back) I think on balance even if they eventually tell me I have to take the suicidal dose, I won't do it, they have no idea the toll it takes on me and my marriage.
I just need an oestrogen now, any suggestions about what might work for me? I have a genetic skin disorder which I had expected to mean I'd get more absorption through the skin as it's thinner, but it seems the opposite might be true, I should have felt SOMETHING other than awful through all of this.
I'm stupid, Black Cohosh isn't in my pill pack, that means for two days I've not had it. Hence the night sweats, makes sense, but I've more,
took two to catch up
It seems wrong I'm relying on Black Cohosh while under both the GP and the NHS HRT clinic.