My symptoms are pretty much exactly the same, every single day and week and month.
I've never had a very high estrogen blood result. A previous result on a 50mcg patch was 233pmol and on another occasion with a 37.5 patch, it was 433pmol (so my body was contributing something there). However, because my symptoms are not really changing with the changing estrogen levels, it's thought that they are due to fluctuations rather than simply low estrogen and that giving me a pretty high dose during peri will override the fluctuations from my own body.
Last year - when I first began HRT - is when these symptoms started. These weren't part of my low pre-HRT symptoms - they were caused by starting HRT. I was fine for 2 weeks on a 25mcg patch but I'd been told to increase to 50mcg then (by a bit of a gung-ho Newson doctor). After one week at 50mcg, is when all this chaos started. I thought it was just that I needed time to settle down so stayed at 50 for 3 months. Then I was told to increase to 75mcg.
So I did, and after 1 week at 75mcg, I spent the night awake the entire night with heart palps and jitters and tremors, and then went to A&E in the morning! There was a clear correlation between increasing the dose and worsening of the symptoms. ECG was normal. After that, I reduced the estrogen - and reduced it -and reduced it - but the symptoms continued. So I stopped all HRT for 5 months, thinking this would stop everything for a reset....
The 'force' went out of the symptoms (instead of feeling like the bed was moving under me with the tremors, they were much lighter and within my body) but the symptoms didn't stop. By this point I was getting desperate because nothing I did seemed to make any difference. After 5 months I couldn't hack the low estrogen symptoms coming back, so I restarted the patches beginning on 12.5 and being very very gradual about increasing. However, the symptoms just continued. This time they didn't get worse with any increases (which was weird, considering what happened last time) but they also didn't stop. I also got some VA symptoms back again, which I hadn't had before. So I just didn't seem to be getting much estrogen from the patches this second time round. (Weird.)
After I got back to a 50mcg patch is when I had this last blood test done. Since I've been on patches the whole time, one theory is I just don't tolerate them. Another is that I need more estrogen (which is weird considering more estrogen resulted in chaos last year). And a third theory is it's due to fluctuations and I need higher estrogen to override those.
It's all a bit of a weird one. Last night I - record-breakingly - slept from 12.30am till 6.30am, which is the longest I've slept in ages. That was on day 3 of the gel (just one pump). So maybe it was the patches.... (curious if anyone else experienced anything like this)...