Hello again Peri,
I do indeed remember you! It's odd the different effects we feel when altering our dose. I can barely remember dreams any night, but I can feel a bit jittery and breathless when I increase the patch, so like many of us I also go in small stages.
Both the nail on the head with it being a moving target though. I feel fortunate that so far the (almost) 100 patch seems ok, but again, as CKLD says, one day ok, one day off.
So, the acceptance and the just roll with it seems the key, so today I can believe that.... But on the down Crap days when you feel it is hard to lift your head up its not so easy is it? But today is ok for me, so am just enjoying that. Least I am trying something positive and have options.
I hope your body adjusts to this increase if you feel that's the right way for you. What about the possibility of some anti anxiety mess just on the week prior to your natural cycle kicking in??
Let us know how you get on Peri? Am sure our tales of woe or small successes help others who are feeling the same.
Hugs for you x