I can completely relate to this and I’m sorry you’ve not had a positive experience with the clinic. When I was referred years ago, by the time I got the appointment through I’d muddled through myself and got some balance, but they didn’t tell me anything I didn’t know. I think it’s hard when you have to go via a specialist to go ‘off licence’ Eg very long cycle etc but we have to pay for it, and for the scans to check. I’m out of money paying privately for this and another issue. It’s not right any of it.
I hope you are doing ok though and the patches are doing their thing 🤞 x