Thank both for taking time to reply - it is very very much appreciated indeed
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I am reluctant go to my GP for thyroxine - they only test TSH and were happy with me 'in range' which was essentially a TSH of round about 2.5 on levo of 50. FT4 and FT3 were not tested. So i went to a private Endo and he wrote a letter to suggest medicating me where FT4 and FT3 were in the top third - I gradually build up to 135 under his guidance but GP were not happy with bloods showing low TSH of 0.07 and high -just! - FT4 22.1 (despite FT3 only reaching 4.5). So a compromise was reached of taking 100 where my TSH hovered around 1. The cost of the endo was adding up so I settled at this and felt OK. In hindsight this was around when peri started to really kick in as well (2022).
My recent blood tests were private as I just knew something was off and I was certain it was my thyroid - and numbers suggest so!
So I went private to a recommended forward thinking GP with my results hoping for a bump in Thyroxine instead of fighting it out with my own - getting an appt is also a joke in itself. I just couldnt face it - more on that rationale later. Private GP said yup you are undermedicated hmmm you're T3 is really at the bottom lets try you on that and I almost turned cartwheels as I have heard so much about how hard it it to obtain this. So I thought I was being offered a magic bullet to be honest - even though in the back of my mind I thought more levo was needed. And thats where I am at now. Getting private tests Friday - testing all Vits and Hormones as well as Thyroid. The private GP did say that I might need more Levo and more T3 its just a case of changing one thing at a time. I will be interested to see what bloods say. I have heard of T3 'switching off' or lowering T4.
Am aware of the importance of B12 Folate Vit D and Ferritin and how they can impact you in general and also thyroid function. I am lucky enough to have coeliac disease and these were rock bottom for a very very long time before I was diagnosed with the condition so periodically test them albeit has been a while. It was Health unlocked that persuaded me to try to up levo from 50 originally - very helpful forum!
This brings me to my reluctance with GPs and the NHS and I apologise if this is wordy. I was a hair away from being prescribed Lithium for my ongoing 'depressive disorder' that I had been diagnosed with for close to 20 years. The main symptom being me feeling awful with intermittent 'stomach upsets' and convinced there was a physical reason. Blood test kept showing I was anaemic. So id take iron and get my levels up then they would plummet. I eventually obtained further private blood tests showing appalling levels of Folate, Ferritin, Vit D and Calcium. When presenting these to my GP I was told I needed to take supplements and 'eat better'. Supplementing again brought them up but they would again plummet.
In the interim I was feeling awful. I eventually asked GP to test for Coeliac disease which they poo pooed and said no you're fine. It got to the point all I could eat was yoghurt and I was starting to wonder if somehow I was doing this to myself and it was all in my head. So I ordered my own Coeliac test.
Antibodies level were indicative of Coeliac over 10.
Mines came back at 1,240.
Luckily I had private insurance via work at the time and the gastro I saw said he had no idea how i was walking around with those numbers and my my vitamin levels. He ordered a endoscopy and of course it confirmed that I had a very well established case of Coeliac disease. A gluten free diet has been wonderful and it took about a year to heal. I immediately moved GP surgery as I was so disgusted with my treatment and the blinkered approach that I was mentally unwell. During this period I also had 2 very early babies which is likely to be a result of undiagnosed coeliac disease. My body had nothing to support a full pregnancy. I am most angry about this although both my children are strapping teenagers now despite very bleak prognosis due to prematurity. I am also on an anti depressant that is notoriously difficult to come off - not even a therapeutic dose! - due to the insistence to blame mental health and GP keen to throw them at me.
I was diagnosed with Coeliac in 2017. I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism in March 2020 when I suspect peri was creeping in which then really ramped up in 2022. So Ive not really had a good spell of feeling fully well. Its frustrating. But I know the balance needs to be found. Feeling unwell can be incredibly triggering for me as I always question if its physical or mental.
I havent noticed any difference with T3 at all to be honest - I am not small
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- I am 5'7 and relatively strong due to lifting weights. My FT3 has never ever been particularly high since being medicated so it does look like there is a conversion issue and I did hope for some kind of improvement. Perhaps I need more. Thyroid antibody levels have always been normal and I have always suspected I may have central hypothyroidism as my TSH wasn't particularly high when finally diagnosed - 4.84 - and FT4 was at 11.
Sorry this has turned into my life story!