I suffer from depression and anxiety, I’ve recently come off hrt drs orders due to ovarian cysts, heavy bleeding and thick endometrial lining so have been hrt free for 2 months. Scans again last week one cyst has gone, and a new one arrived on other ovary but lining back to normal.
I’m not wanting to go back to hrt and I’m not wanting the coil either. The thing is my depression seems to be increasing, I just want to hide away, I don’t want to meet with my group of friends each week, I feel fat, I’ve lost my confidence to meet my friends, I feel more comfortable meeting strangers than I do my friends. I’d be quite happy to spend the rest of my life in bed or in my room hiding away not seeing anyone. My husband and two sons seem to make everything I say and do a joke, twisting things I say, I feel out numbered and not strong enough to respond, so they continue. I feel that they’re laughing at me and don’t take me seriously anymore. Everything in my life is getting me down so much.