I need help and please be gentle with your comments. I am very vulnerable right now. 52, peri menopausal, history of anxiety and depression, which I’m on medication for. The antidepressant was switched in April.
I tried HRT again after stopping because of Utrogestan intolerance (even tried vaginally and that caused major mood issues). I originally went on because I had so many peri symptoms but it was my mood issues that I hoped would get better. Saw a private clinic and spoke with a hormonal and functional medicine GP and was given option of using Oestrogel for week to see how I felt then to add Utrogestan 100 vaginally to see how it made me feel. I started to feel better on Oestrogel (taking 1 pump). I took my 4th Utrogestan last night and my mood has gotten progressively worse. I feel like I can’t go on. Have no hope.
The other option is to try an Oestrogel cream with 25 mg Progesterone twice a day and add testosterone cream later after bloods. After I’m on that for 8 weeks, I will get a blood test at a certain point in my cycle to see how I am. Also will need pelvic scan to check lining of uterus. If this helps, I will pay for it. I spend nothing on anything else because I find no joy in anything. I did find the doctor very kind, patient and knowledgeable.
I am also waiting for my psychiatrist to be back from a 1 month holiday. I initially did well on my newer med but I was never this bad when I was on sertraline. So I’m wondering if I should speak to my GP that I need to switch back and find the safest way to do that.
I have a wonderful husband and a daughter with special needs that is so wonderful. If it wasn’t for them, I wouldn’t see a need to try to get better.