Hello Discogirl. I am sorry to read how despondant you are feeling. I understand we just want to feel better but like the others say, you need to give yourself some more time.
Your bout of insomnia seems to have frightened you so much you think not getting off to sleep right away means it will come back. I would think you are over that now as you are sleeping much better then you were during that time.
Many say sleep is the last symptom to improve and I have found that with myself. I have been on HRT for two years and I had not seen any improvement in three months which is the time you have been on HRT.
I can understand you feeling anxious but you really do have to give your body time to adjust. You may not even need a stronger dose of oestrogen at all. Many women find 50 is the best dose for them. I would not be in any rush to increase your oestrogen but allow your body time to adjust.
Each time you have rushed to increase the oestrogen you have felt jittery and it is so positive this increase has not had this unwanted side effect. I would say this means your body is getting used to oestrogen and you just need to allow yourself time.
It is very lonely lying awake at night and willing sleep. I know things can seem so much worse then. I am sending you a big hug.
Hi Flossie,
I've really had such a tough time since feb and don't know what the old me looks or feels like anymore.
Your so very right, the insomnia really scared me and now when I don't get straight off to sleep, I think it's coming back.
Im not going to increase my estrogen anymore anytime soon, I will give this patch until end of January to see how I get on with it.
You and everyone have been so very very kind, thank you very very much xxxx