Hi Nik2502
I'm really sorry you're feeling like this.
Hormones really can play havoc with us mentally, emotionally and not to mention physically.
I know exactly how you feel, I have a lot going on also, but all the ladies on this site are marvellous.
As I'm no expert (only started hrt in august and I'm sure more experienced ladies will be along to help) but from what I've
learned on this site, increase in your oestrogen can take a while to kick in.
I know it's hard when you have so much going on.
Keep talking on here though, as you definately not alone xxx