Hey
I am having a tough day today and just wanted to say hi. Sitting at my desk, attempting to work, crying.
I started having anxiety around 44/45, and for someone who suffered already with low moods this was hard....roll forward to age 49 and I'm still struggling.
I am defo in peri, I have had 3 blood tests over the last 12 months and they are all over the show, one of them was FSH 60 and LH 40, which the doc at that time said I was post meno, but I know I am not as having periods.....
I had a break from HRT as didn't feel it helped in March and now back on it...gone to private doc, my menopause centre, fab doctor.
I am on estradot 50, great little patch. Since I have put it on my anxiety has gone through the roof, I was just having bad morning anxiety but today its got so bad.
How are we meant to continue to live if we continually feel anxious, low, tearful. this has been going on 4 years now, I am tired of it all, I just want to feel normal again.
Deeeeeee breathes...sorry just needed to get this off my chest...........been bottling up all day...........