How is your libido? As a general rule of thumb if it's OK you may not need T and it might be an idea to have a blood test first to confirm levels. You usually need a referral to a meno clinic to get it. My libido was zero, I found it helped with motivation, muscle strength and libido but it may be that your anxiety and depression won't be cured by it as there are other causes for both. My anxiety went with oestrogen.
OK I think.
I am single now, not quite over the man I was seeing last year, I still feel sexually attracted to him, no chance of getting together with him, but the remaining sexual feelings tell me my libido is ok.
We have no meno clinic here, just the hospital Gynaecology unit.
My motivation is terrible.
On a morning I need time to do stuff, yet I need a horse to drag me out of bed, and waste time due to lack of motivation. I put that down to serious property worries, but I might be viewing them as worse than they are, when hormones are to blame.
Getting a GP appointment is a pain, you have to ring dead on 8am and the lines are jammed, fearing all appts gone, as I am autistic, they try to give me one same GP, as I can't stand the hassle of repeating myself to the huge amounts of doctors there.
What's causing my anxiety?
I reduced to 25mcg oestrogen last year due to bleeds.
I put "feeling-left-out" socially down to my BPD/EUPD, when it was my ex, deliberately excluding me - as in, not paranoia, real negativity from him and me just using paranoia as an excuse.
I can't tell if some of my problems are fake, and down to anxiety or real, as there seems evidence for some, I won't list them as that will go off at a tangent, and we talk about hormones here.
I don't think my GP will like me going back up to 50mcg oestrogen as I bled on that.
Maybe I could ask if I can use 1 and 1/2 patches, or do it anyway without permission, I do still get discharge.