Thanks, CLKD xx I went to bed in the end . I try not to if I can, but the M.E has flared up and I just had to go and curl up for a couple of hours. I was going to watch the tv but fell fast asleep - woke myself up a couple of times - snoring! I was convinced all these years I wasn’t a snorer. Hehe!
Hi Sheila99, yes, I’m on evorel sequi. Have been on hrt for the last ten years so I think the anxiety is related maybe to chronic fatigue and also family issues.
Hi Lynda07, yes it’s exhausting isn’t it. Sorry to hear your hubby has M.E. I’m in the grip of a flare up at the moment. Sending love xx
Hi QueenofReds3, I check plugs too by counting the holes! I totally understand where you’re coming from. I also pass my hand back and forth under the tap berore i go out to make sure the water’s off. I also take my ipad cable out with me to make sure it’s not plugged in My gosh! That incident with the boiler tank! Very scary for your family and you as a child. My husband despairs of me. I used to try and hide/make excuses for what I was doing, but now I’m just totally out in the open. I think mine stemmed from health issues cropping up out of the blue all the time, unexpected deaths in the family and an unexpected issue with my abusive mother - all lead me to believing that bad things happen suddenly and without warning. It may have been simmering under the surface childhood too as my childhood was very chaotic and violent. I feel like I’m walking on a railway track and feeling the rumble of the oncoming train. xx