Sorry for the pity party. Need cheering up today.
Have had a couple of good months, most symptoms manageable, sleep good, feeling good. Had a tantalising taste of feeling normal.
This month not good again. I can’t drink alcohol, as it gives me hot flushes and terrible sleep/night sweats.
I cannot eat anything sugary, ditto. I spent hours making the jubilee trifle but it gave me dreadful hot flushes when I ate it so I couldn’t even have that.
I struggle to wear contact lenses any more as my eyes are so dry.
I feel like a social leper. All my friends are chugging back the cakes and Prosecco no problem.
My sleep has been dreadful these last few days due to adrenaline rushes and night sweats, so I’m tired and fed up.
Everything aches all the time and has done for about a year. Exercising is so difficult.
I’m already on HRT which has helped a lot with some symptoms. But it’s nowhere near in control of the crazy swings I’m undergoing month to month. I am keeping going and I do have a full life with kids, part time work and hobbies that take up quite a bit of time. But sometimes only keeping going really. I’ve been like this for about two years now and had the start of peri symptoms (irregular periods) for about three years in total. I’m 46. I could be like this for years still.
Like I say, feeling sorry for myself ! Anyone cheer me up!