Hello all, I have just joined this forum and must admit to being slightly unsure about sharing my experiences. However, I am in such confusion and anxiety about this stage of life. I turned 55 in March and after not having had a period in about 7 months, I thought, with the exception of the occasional hot flush, I was getting away quite lightly. Then about 3 weeks ago I woke up to a heavy period and the most crushing anxiety.
Since then my skin has got spotty, my breasts ache and I have been an emotional wreck, unable to concentrate on my work, lacking energy in anything and wondering what to expect next! In some ways I feel like I’m 15 again.
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Is this normal? I hate doctors, have severe health anxiety and since turning 55 I’m suddenly aware of my own mortality! My partner doesn’t have a clue how to help me, my Mum has dementia and I don’t have many female friends to share things with.
I think I should probably leave it there for now, that’s enough of an introduction
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