Hi Miss Piggy.
When I had anxiety anything that stressed me resulted in magnified anxiety, fear and confusion all spiralling out of control. You sound anxious and you’ve said it’s stressing you out. I really feel for you.
I wouldn’t worry about what could happen as it’s not happening yet, hard to do though when you feel stuck in the middle of it.
If the evorel patch isn’t working it needs reviewing on an apt with the prescriber. The HRT may be changed , you might not be stopping HRT and may not have to withdraw. How quickly can you speak to the GP that prescribed the HRT?
Really hope you get a doc’s apt soon.
Take care.x