Hi slinks
Sorry to hear your suffering , and sorry HRT made you feel worse, it did me also
I’ve been advised to take mini pill as can help in peri , destrogrel ( probably spelt wrong ) but apparently this can help level out fluctuations
Don’t know if it’s any good for you , but maybe you could look into it
I hope you start to feel yourself soon .. when I’m due or mid month I get the aniexty panic aches Pains etc
I’ve not missed any periods yet but still experience this
My friend is 13 weeks without a period and she said she feels awful like having a period would make her feel better , she said she is questioning everything because of how awful she feels and then bursts into tears .. it’s mad that our hormones can do this to us Xx