I have been on HRT...patch estrodot 25 ...although pharmacist has told me a problem with supply at moment:-( ...and utrogeston 100 mg plus estradial 10 micro 2x week. Lately I have been feeling like I felt prior to HRT both physically and mentally. Very flat , down, sore, no sexual energy or interest at all whatsoever , hair seems to be falling out and getting thin, anxious, catrastophysing , finding it difficult on a motorway (so fast and can't judge I feel) Also am worried getting altzeimers....can't remember words etc or places and my brain is whirring all the time, can't concentrate on a programme even as brain is on go fast all the time....thinking, must remember to do this, have I done that, what if this happens...etc
I did go to the doctor , particularly as I was so sore, and explained but she basically didn't really want to listen I felt (young lady locum...so difficult to get in at our doctors I took what I could) She just said " Well you could up your HRT" then added, Can I just say, I hope you don't mind, I don't think that's a good idea. We put people on HRT only if they really need it, I encouraged my mum to go on it, although a higher dose than yours, and she now has a lump in her breast. It IS a risk, really it is." I understand why she said this in view of her mum's case but it wasn't really a considered medical or dispassionate diagnosis.
I don't know what to do, I feel I am falling apart inside and out...people don't know because I put a good face on it, but I am at my wits end at times. Husband is a big help though which is a plus. I don't know if I should go private, I did ask to be referred to the Menopause NHS clinic at our local hospital but was told that's only for difficult cases, and I am not one of them