Hello everyone
I had a surgical menopause 6.5 years ago. Having a bit of a downer at the moment. I've managed so far without HRT as I knew that if I started it, I'd spend the whole time worrying about side effects. I had a borderline ovarian cyst removed with TAH hence the menopause so am a bit, well quite a bit, paranoid. I eventually started Vagifem last July after struggling with UTIs, frequency etc. and I think about 3 months ago, my GP increased it to 3 per week since I was getting breakthrough symptoms. I seemed to do the trick, however, I noticed that I was getting a lot of headaches, so stupidly put it back down to 2 per week. A couple of weeks ago, symptoms started again so I put it back up to 3 per week (no headaches yet!) but I'm still struggling, mainly in the morning after having a wee, I get burning and that horrid feeling of maybe/maybe not wanting to go again. I'm wondering whether to give it more time for the extra dose to kick in (can't remember how long it took last time) or to contact GP to ask whether I need to increase further or do another two weeks of loading or what.
Feeling very low at the moment, am sure lockdown isn't helping. I know that VA does't improve without treatment but I'm wondering whether there will every be any light at the end of the tunnel. Still having hot flushes, particularly at night, joint pain and anxiety. Do these continue too? I've had a painful upper arm/shoulder for a couple of months which isn't getting better so I've got a telephone consultation with a different GP tomorrow. I wouldn't be keen to discuss VA with him, he likes to get rid of you as soon as possible, whereas my GP actually cares. It just seems to be one thing after the other. All I want is to not have anything to worry about for a while. I was 57 a couple of weeks ago and now have it in my head that it's all down hill from now. My mum passed away suddenly at 70 and that is in my head too, the fact that that age is only 13 years away. I know I'm being daft but it's a bit of a struggle at the moment.
Hope everyone else is doing well.