Sammie Jane
I am so sorry, sounds like you've had a 'basin full'
I decided that at least coming off it all would give me some idea of whats causing this crippling anxiety.
I assumed through my limited research that it wasn't the estrogel, however your experience suggests it might be.
I came off on wednesday and yesterday I already felt a bit better, but maybe that was because I was taking control of the situation? for now I am continuing with the ovestin as it works for me.
I have a review today, and I doubt the doc will be too pleased I came off everything, but I really couldn't go on, I was a mess. They say 'try this' or 'try that' I felt like an experiment and the cost to my mental health and my bank account racks up!
I have discovered that this is not a science, we are all different and clearly react very differently to the meds, I think if I had known that in February I wouldn't have spent a lot of money and angst putting myself through this, but heyho
I hope you get sorted x