Hi Kathleen
Many thanks for answering and for your kind words. To be honest, I don't know how I've managed at times. I can't remember the last time I felt like myself, full of energy and really happy. I think the main problem is that the borderline tumour is at the back of my mind a lot of the time. It wasn't cancer but it completely shocked me and, when I get symptoms like this, I immediately think is it recurring. I was told that it was extremely unlikely that I'd have any further problems. However, the consultant gave me no advice about menopause whatsoever. When I asked about her before discharge, he said it wasn't absolutely necessary as I was not under 50.
My GP is very kind and helpful and gave me the option. As I'm petrified of anything triggering anything off, I just decided to try to put up with it. I think having been a nurse hasn't helped as I know too much! it's not been easy at all. I'm sleeping better now, weirdly facial oils seem to help but, now the hot weather is here, the hot flushes seem to be back too. I think the worst thing, until now, has been the feeling down and tearful and the anxiety. I never feel like socialising really (just as well at present!). We have a 16 year old son and it worries me that he?ll remember his mum as this worrying person who doesn't do much. Thankfully I have a very patient husband. We've not been able to do anything in the bedroom dept for months, it's just too painful, seemed to lead to UTIs and I'd imagine now would be impossible because of VA.
So sorry to go on!!! I know that I need the Vagifem (or more) really, it's just bringing myself to use it and to then not spend the whole time worrying about side effects 🙄.
So glad that yours seems under control. Long may it last!!! Xxx