Hi CLKD
Thanks for your reply, and the virtual flowers
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Fortunately, I have had a good result. I had 4 lymph nodes removed. There was no LVI or node involvement, plus I had clear margins. I am PT1N0, Grade 2.
I discontinued the low dose Estroderm patches 6 weeks ago and to date, surprisingly, I have noticed very little difference other than a warm feeling for about a couple of minutes each evening. If this continues then I do not have much by way of symptoms that concern me at the moment. What does worry me, is the actual negative effects that AIs will have on my bones, joints, brain, and on my cardiovascular system. I also have an inherited eye condition, for which I have had recent surgery. All the drugs including bisphosphonates are detrimental in this context.
Of all the drugs, AI's really scare me, and the concomitant need for bisphosphonates, which can also be detrimental. Tamoxifen is bone protective and thus bisphosphonates can be avoided. Tamoxifen can also 'possibly' be taken in conjunction with low dose oestrogen, unlike the AIs.
The American oncologist Avrum Bluming presents a fairly convincing and research-supported case for taking oestrogen with Tamoxifen. However, I don't know if I have the courage to go down this route, as my cancer was ER 8+. Surgery plus R.T. only, may be a safer bet, but according to Avrum Bluming my bones will deteriorate quite quickly over time, due to lack of oestrogen. I have gone through a surgical menopause.
I like to get all my ducks in a row prior to a subsequent oncology consultation. Apart from this I have been asked if I want to participate in the Prime Trial, where RT is excluded and so treatment would only be surgery + drugs. If like you, I found that I could not continue with Tamoxifen, and currently Ais are anathema to me for the reasons stated, then that would leave me with just the surgery. It is all quite perplexing!!!
It may be a tall order and difficult to achieve but I am trying to balance QOL and OS whilst trying to minimise recurrence, as best I can.
I went against mainstream medical thought 20 years ago when I did my own research on oestrogen therapy after a surgical menopause, and concluded that the risks were absolutely minimal. I have had 20 years of a good QOL as a result. I also do not believe that my BC resulted from this decision.
I have done quite a bit of reading re my current situation, but I am looking for input from others who have gone down this route after BC, or who have some insights and advice.
Ann B
P.S. Did you try opting for lower dose Tamoxifen ie, between 2.5mgs to 10mgs per day, when you were having a negative experience?