Wow,
I've been taking 200mg Utro vaginal for the first time in 7 months on hrt and it's turned me into a psycho. I was taking 100mg vaginally and had no issues. I self-imposed this regime as I increased my O gel to 2 pumps a month and a half ago, so thought I'd better adhere to the Nice guidelines.
I've only managed 10 days girls, bcz I can feel I'm literally losing my mind. I have never suffered from any form of depression, so this
hormone-driven version has knocked me sideways, and is truely kickin my butt.
I've gone through a symphony of different crying modes during the 10 days, from day 2 staring into space while tears stream down my face, and another day sobbing in the streets while on a lovely sunny Sunday walk. I've had brain fog where I can't even string a sentence together, drowsiness, mega night sweats, headaches and visual disturbance aura type headaches like silent migraines.
I'm super stressed though not normally, and since Saturday I've been obsessing about my neighbour who insists on allowing his guests to park in my marked allocated bay. Ok I'm not using the 2nd bay but that's bcz I choose to be a one-car family for environmental reasons, unlike them who have 3 vehicles when there are only 2 of them. It's the lack of respect and feeling of being taken advantage of plus the feeling of being powerless to stop them that's driving me crazy. Last night was the last time I'm ever taking 200mg utro vaginally for fear that I'm becoming a doctor jackal and Mrs hide character.
Feel free to have you own Utro induced rants, and please if you have any suggestions on what regime I should adopt I'd really really appreciate the help and feedback. And if you have any input on how to deal with neighbours that don't give a sh!t about how their actions impact others, I'd love to hear them too.
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TD