So, my doctor has stopped my repeat online ability to order Oestrogel. It may all be innocent as I've been on it 6 months so they just want to see how I am, but I'm now sending myself into a blind panic that they will try and take me off HRT following all the scaremongering recently. I can't tell you how jittery this is making me. I have an appt for next Friday to discuss and I don't know the best article /ref guide to take with me that counteracts the
rise in b cancer report. There are 18 pages on that particular thread and I'm losing myself in what is best.
In addition, due to horrendous Utrogestan intolerance I stayed on the Desogesterel Progesterone which my doctor had inadvertently prescribed and when I visited the Newson clinic, the doctor I saw said “may or may not work†but she just wasn't able to “recommend†it and I've felt fine. 6 months in however, I've started to bleed. Old looking spotting rather than fresh. I'm now convinced of the worst and would happily pay privately for a scan. This would have been a reason in and of itself to see the doc, but now with all the above, I'm really worried they'll just advise me to stop!
As an aside, I currently use four pumps of oestrogel and a Progesterone tablet every day. I wonder whether or what would happen, if I stopped the tablets for a week and had a breakthrough bleed.
I'm so sorry, I know this post is rambling on and on but I feel suddenly desperate. I've had my life back for the last six months and to walk back into the hell of no HRT really scares me.