Hi Dotty !!! Thanks for replying and sorry i havent replied sooner!
I did as i said....but im still waiting for my bleed !!!! All the signs here like i get when due on...left breast sore again (after both being very sore n swollen then easing totally!) Bladder is horribky weak and my coccyx tender as hell. My mood is ok...dont feel amazing at all to be honest and feel tired and unmotovated and basically same o same o as i did pre hrt (and all the reasons i went on it !!!) - putting this down to just being due on !! Still on 3 pumps gel...do feel it helped energy and mood wise but inwas also on a fab holiday so cant be 100perc sure...but the last few days rathet wiped and as i said above...general cant be botheredness.
Im hoping this bloody bleed (no pun intended! - in fact, no - pun intended!) comes soon a (dont know arse from elbow as to where my once reliable cycle was these days since startjng this hrt nearly 4 half mths ago) then i can start counting to 15 days and add the progesterone (utrogestan) as planned but getting worried that with each day im putting myself at risk!!! So wanting this bleed asap so can thren stsrt taking it!
My minds a bit tender ...just pmt i know...but had moments of inner fear if estrogen fuelled BC or endro etc!!!! Ive been without progesterone now for 3 weeks this week. Praying a bleed comes asap so can continue with plan and tie in with cycle.
This morning i questioned again this whole hrt. Dont feel any better really with it . In fact more stressful with the worrying! But im ok....just wanted to share and put it down on here.
May hear back from some of you? Advice and thoughts etc always welcome. 💚