Thank you Hurdity, my GP has already agreed to refer me to gynae for a chat about a hysto. Whether they agree or not is another matter. Yes, I've tried every possible combination of cycles and conti regimes, the most recent being 2 weeks on half fem7 patch which ended in the usual miserable conclusion.
Unless you're truly prog intolerant, you can't possibly understand just how it messes with mind and body. This isn't just a few days of feeling grubby, it's complete withdrawal from all normal activities, I split with my ex partner whilst on a prog phase, admittedly the relationship was strained anyway but prog messes with my emotions so drastically that I simply can't continue with it. Bat shit crazy would come close. My options are no hrt or hysto. I've tried no hrt several times now and can't manage my business and other responsibilities so I'm left with no option.
Thank you MaryG, your regime sounds interesting and I'd happily go private if I could find a solution, but I honestly think that I'm just intolerant to any prog, my own included. When fertile and not on bcp, my pms was overbearing and I suffered with post natal depression after my pregnancies, I've been told that's indicative of severe prog intolerance. I may consider duavive but would prefer not to use a mare's E. It may be something I have to rule out before being granted a hysto in which case I'd give it a whirl. It's strange because I'm ok, sometimes feel really good for 1st 2/3 days on prog but then the horrors start and I mean horrors.
I'll post with details of gynae response when I get an appointment.