This could be a bit of a long one so bear with me. I've had a good look at the forum and there's loads of helpful stuff but not quite tailored to my situation (though I might have missed it!). I'm also not used to this forum so this might be in the wrong place. I'm giving the history for context and to get it straight in my own head.
At 49 after feeling generally run down and fully of rage and suicidal thoughts plus insomnia and itchy red skin I took myself to Nick Panay's clinic and was moved from Cerazette to Qlaira. I spent two years on Qlaira and it improved things for the first year or so. Then I started to get the odd debilitating headache that no pain killer could touch when I was on the ‘blank' pills. The headaches got worse and worse until I was losing five days a month and was in terrible pain and bleeding got a bit heavier. In February I went to my GP (couldn't afford NP's Clinic anymore!) and, in the knowledge I couldn't stay on Qlaira past 52 asked for something that would give me a more consistent dose of hormones.
The GP put me on to two pumps of Estrogel and one Utrogestan 100 orally at night for 25 days out of 28. She advised me to start straight away despite being half way through a packet of Qlaira. I started this regime on 1st March this year, at first I was dizzy and nauseous taking the Utrogestan but it settled. Two pumps of Estrogel was too much so I stuck to one and increased to two after about 6 weeks. I had light bleeding and the headaches were pretty much solved, my mood was better and the anxiety I was feeling was reduced, ticking along put periods getting a bit heavier and some break through too.
However, I've now been bleeding pretty much the whole of the school holidays. I had a breakthrough bleed which lasted a week or so and then came to the end of the 25 day regime a few days later, had a couple of days free of bleeding then started again, heavier and with much more breast soreness. I also noticed that the bleeding would be less in the morning and then I'd have a surge mid day as if my morning two pumps of Estrogel had kicked something off. The bleeding has got heavier and carried on and I'm about to enter week three of bleeding without any sign of it slowing down. In the last few days I've reduced my Estrogel to one pump (but any less and the headaches reappear).
I know I need to go to the GP but as I'm unlikely to get an appointment for a week or so I just wondered if anyone (who hasn't got tired of reading to the end of this epic tale) has any suggestions or thoughts. Am I too high in oestrogen or is the Utrogestan not man enough for the job? Fibroids?? I think I must still be peri as there seems to be some sort of hormone activity in the background. I've really had enough now - wonder if I'll ever feel positive and energised again.