Hiya ladies.
As you might know I have year long history of non absorption and trying to get my E up. Since March I've increased from 75 estradot to 150 and in the last 3 months from 150 to 250.
Since this increase I've had constantly very painful , lumpy hard breasts. I've also had my first 2 bleeds.
I increased 50 at a time and its highly feasible I have "overshot the mark".
I've had a stark realisation.
This excersise of increasing has gone too far. Ii now see t's pointless to have gone so high on a patch which didnt work in the first place but I now fear its potentially dangerous for me
At 40 I had a breast scare which turned out to be multiple cysts in both breasts. The specialist said at time they were hormonally driven and the pain would decrease as I aged. He was right. Until the last 3 months!!
I have told myself its o.k as my blood level was low 3 months ago but I fear it might have shot up.since and the breast issue is indicative of that. I've also been getting migraines which I put down to P. But I wasnt having them before the increase in E.. I left my migraines behind in my 40s Maybe another warning sign I've ignored
I've been scared to lower but logically. If I didnt feel any benefits on the way up why would I feel any negatives on the way down.
I dont feel any better on 250 than I did on 100. So the risks are not worth it
I'm going to take my courage and reduce. Either ask for a different patch and start of lowish and increase slowly so I dont overshoot again. . Or I can stay with this patclh cut a small piece off each change and keep reducing till the breast pain and lumpiness goes. Which I pray it does.i favour the first option as I might possibly absorb a different patch better. Any thoughts ladies?
I think I've been irresponsible taking it on myself to increase to 250. The extra eastrogen has obviously gone straight to my breasts which is a big worry. Plus I dont know how its affected my lining I've become increasingly concerned and I'm panicking now.
I ve already decreased from 250 to 200 in the last week..
I couldnt sleep again last night worrying what damage I might have done.
. I've been scared to mention the breast pain and lumps to doc in case she lowered my eastrogen. How fool hardy is that!!!. I've been so obsessed and focused with getting eastrogen up thinking only good things can come of it, but excess is not good and I've ignored that possibility common sense has flown out the window..and I now realise it.
Btw. I'm getting blood test today.
Any thoughts or experience gratefully received.
TC x