Hi Mabel64
So sorry you are suffering. I have just had to stop Utrogestan as it was making me feel down and more anxious. I tried Oestrogel but it made me itch and have been using the Evorel 50 patches for Oestrogen but I'm stopping that too as I will have to find another progesterone.
I was on Femseven Conti patches, which suited me, but they discontinued them last year😢. If you are feeling so depressed, please let your GP know as soon as possible. I really feel for you as I have ot myself in a mess with HRT. Hopefully, one of the more knowledgeable ladies will be along soon to help you.
Take care x