Hello ladies, I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for nearly 10 years, since my youngest son was born. I'm now 49 and losing it completely. All this time I've been treated with meds only to change gp who looked at my records and did some bloods to confirm I'm menopausal/post menopausal. I don't now how I feel about it really, I'm wondering now if I've been going through the menopause all this time and it's not depression or anxiety it's the menopause and I've been treated for the wrong thing. I have low moods, lots of anger, I'm irritable and horrible, I really don't know who I am anymore, the only thing I do know is that I don't like who I've become. I'm really scared that because of my behaviour that I can't control I could end up loosing everything. I have another go app't next Tuesday to discuss my symptoms etc, just hope that they will help me. Sorry for the rant. X